From the Author’s heart

My earliest memory as a child was when my mom and dad said their “I do’s”. I profoundly remember the kiss, I was a year old. My dad’s late sister blinded me by placing her hand over my eyes. As we all know in that day and age we weren’t allowed to see any kind of love sharing methods.

My actual focus, content and purpose behind this blog is to vocalize all the “present” belonging, love, support, happiness, family and health spiralling into the “un”- present(absence) of every feeling, expectancy and state I previously mentioned.

From a healthy, privileged, academic and happy teenager into a single adolescent mom and drug stricken addict.

This will be my first entry into my blog, which will encompass everything from my teenage years to adulthood. No sugar, no spice and nothing nice even though I would love to give you words of inspiration or motivation, however this blog is almost captured in “real-time”, me remembering every pain staking memory, besides no two people walk the same life, no two people come from the same dynamics. We might end up in the same place, but we have never walked the same path, similar but not the same.

The end in mind for this blog is to reveal my truth, my life and drug addiction at its worst.

I have since relocated, met someone, had 2 boys after my daughter, became an Analyst, been baptized and got married.

Story of my life, this is my testimony


Author: Love The "Un"- Present

I wish I could start this introduction of myself on a perky note, however I am a realist, my life was something meant for a horror movie......ok maybe I'm exaggerating, however no child should have to experience this. I can however tell you this, I am a God serving and God fearing woman and I stand to tell my story with rejoice in my heart because as God has lead Joseph to his victory, even though he lived some of his years in suffering. So did I live mine, but He is leading me to my victory, through all my trials and triumphs He has guided me from terrible to worse times and now He leads me from victory to victory. I live with no regrets as that was my path I had to take to get to know My Lord God, Saviour and Redeemer. Now brace yourselves for my truth.............

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